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纪念我的外公外婆

转载一篇E文,愿我亲爱的外公外婆在另一个世界里继续幸福快乐的生活……

Swans Mate for Life–Hal Torrance

    The end of my sophomore year was approaching. Mom called me at the dorm one muggy evening during the last week of May. My summer break would be spent with grandma and grandpa, helping out around their farm. The arrangement made good sense to all the family. I wasn’t fully convinced of that myself but figured it was just one summer. Next year would be my little brother’s turn.
    I packed my car after my last exam and said my good-byes until the fall. My friends would keep until then. Most of them were going home for the summer any-way.
    The farm was about a three-hour drive from school. My grandparents were both in their seventies, and I knew they really needed the help around the farm. Getting in the hay would be something grandpa couldn’t do by himself. He also needed help with repairs to the barns and a host of other chores.
    I arrived late that afternoon. Grandma had fixed more food than the three of us could possibly eat. She doted over me entirely too much. I figured all the attention would taper off once she got used to having me around, but it didn’t. Grandpa wanted to bring me up to date on literally everything. By the time I settled in for bed that night, I’d decided things would be okay. After all, it was just for one summer.
    The next morning, Grandpa fixed breakfast for the two of us. He told me Grandma had tired herself out yesterday and was going to rest in bed a little longer. I made a mental note to myself to not ask her to do things for me while I was there. I was there to help, not be a burden.
    Grandpa surprised me that morning. Once we were out of the house, he seemed more in his own element. The farm was his domain. Despite his age, there was confidence in the way he moved about the place. He didn’t seem like the same person who had fallen asleep last night on the couch before the six o’clock news was finished. As we walked the pastures getting a close-up look at the livestock, Grandpa seemed to know each cow. And there were nearly two hundred of them!
    We didn’t do much real work that first day, but I gained a sense of appreciation for what Grandpa had done all those years before I was even born. He wasn’t an educated man, but he had raised and provided for four children on this farm. I was impressed by that.
    Weeks passed. By June we had already baled one cutting of hay and gotten it safely into the barn. I gradually settled into a routine of daily work with Grandpa. He had a mental schedule of things that needed doing, and we worked on part of it each day. In the evenings I usually read or talked with Grandma. She never grew tired of hearing about college or anything I was involved in. She told me stories about her childhood, family and the early years after she and Grandpa had married.
    Weeks passed. By June we had already baled one cutting of hay and gotten it safely into the barn. I gradually settled into a routine of daily work with Grandpa. He had a mental schedule of things that needed doing, and we worked on part of it each day. In the evenings I usually read or talked with Grandma. She never grew tired of hearing about college or anything I was involved in. She told me stories about her childhood, family and the early years after she and Grandpa had married.
    The last Saturday in June, Grandpa suggested we go fishing, since we were caught up on everything. The pond was in a low pasture near the woods. Years before, Grandpa had stocked it with fish. We drove the pickup to the pond that day, looking over the livestock as we went. We hadn’t expected what we saw when we got to the pond that morning: One of the swans was dead. Grandpa had given the pair of swans to Grandma on their fiftieth anniversary. "Why don’t we see about buying another one," I suggested, hoping the situation could somehow be righted. Grandpa thought for a few moments before answering.
    He finally said, "no… it’s not that easy, Bruce. You see, swans mate for life." He raised his finger to point, holding the fishing pole in his other hand. "There’s nothing we can do for the one that’s left. He has to work it out for himself."
    We caught enough fish that morning for lunch. On the way back to the house, Grandpa asked me not to tell Grandma about the swan. She didn’t get down to the pond much anymore, and there was no sense in her knowing about it right away.
    A few days later, we drove by the pond while doing our morning check on the cows. We found the other swan lying near the same spot we had found the first one. It, too, was dead.
    The month of July started with me and Grandpa putting up a new stretch of fence. Then July 12 came. That was the day Grandma passed away. I’d overslept that morning. Grandpa had not knocked on my door, either. It was nearly eight o’clock by the time I could hurriedly dress myself and get down to the kitchen. I saw Dr. Morgan sitting at the kitchen table. He was a neighbor of my grandparents’ age, long since retired. He’d come to the house several times before on social calls. I immediately knew something was wrong. This morning, his tattered old black bag was by his feet, and my grandfather was obviously shaken. Grandma had died suddenly that morning of a stroke. By the afternoon, my parents were there. The old house was soon crowded with relatives and Grandpa’s friends.
    The funeral was held the next day. Grandpa had insisted on having it as soon as possible. On the second day after the funeral, Grandpa announced at the breakfast table, "This is a working farm. We have a lot of things to do. The rest of you should get back to your own lives." Most of the family had already left, but this was Grandpa’s way of telling the rest it was time for them to go home. My parents were the last to leave after lunch.
    Grandpa was not a man who could outwardly express his grief around others, and we all worried about him. There had been talk of his giving up the farm. My parents thought he was too old to live out there alone. He wouldn’t hear of it, though. I was proud of the way the old man had stood his ground. The rest of the summer flowed by. We stayed busy working. I thought there was something different about Grandpa but couldn’t quite put my finger on it. I started to wonder if he would be better off living with someone after all, but I knew he could not leave the farm.
    September was nearing, and part of me did not want to leave. I thought of skipping the fall semester and staying around a few more months. When I mentioned it, grandpa quickly told me that my place was back at college.
    The day finally came for me to pack my car and leave. I shook his hand and chanced a hug. As I drove down the driveway, I saw him in the rearview mirror. He waved to me and then walked to the pasture gate to start the morning livestock check. That’s how I like to remember him.
    Mom called me at school on a blustery October day to tell me Grandpa had died. A neighbor had stopped by that morning for coffee and found him in the kitchen. He died of a stroke, same as Grandma. At that moment, I understood what he’d clumsily tried to explain to me about the swan on that morning we fished together by the pond.

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一场大雪

以为春天已经来了,结果又来了一场大雪,很厚,没过脚了。其实是周一二下的啦,今天温度彪升,26度之高,除了犄角旮旯还有写残留,已经看不到雪的痕迹了。

记得以前,几乎每次下雪,我都会想去那首歌——“你那里下雪了吗?”——想起我那位朋友,但是这次雪化了好久,我才想起他,想起他即将当爸爸了……时间会冲淡很多东西,但是有些东西是不会被带走的,比如,我们之间的友情……想起一年多前,听说小Q要结婚了,我不能赶去现场祝福,本来想在网上写篇文章聊表我的祝愿的,但是这个计划一拖就是一年多。偶尔还是会想起年少的我们,一起仰望苍穹,一起憧憬我们的未来……一晃十几年过去了,我们都已经不再是我们了,我们也再也找不会原来的我们了。

就像一场大雪,天地曾经白茫茫的一片,却只能留在我们的记忆里了……

我亲爱的朋友,你那里下雪了吗?

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丁磊:我为什么关注养猪(zz)

采访实录:

网易科技:丁总什么时候开始有养猪想法,该项目出于什么样的考虑?

丁磊:最初萌生这个想法是源于对中国食品安全和产品质量的忧虑。一直以来,国内一些农畜产品含有大量不良的激素和农药成份,加上我们的养殖业为了加速资金回笼,缩短产品周期,直接影响了产品质量以及带来的食品安全问题。

要解决这些问题,首先农畜产品生产流程就必须更好的优化。比如说养猪,现在除了产生了猪饲料以外,我们的养猪方法,和几十年前相比,有多大的不同?仍然十分原始。

另外一个问题就是,中国的农村有大量剩余劳动力的问题没有得到很好的解决。而最触动我有养猪的想法,就是去年的冰雪灾害中的农民工。他们为了生活,到大城市求得一份没有保障的工作,回去务农又缺乏足够的资金和技术支持,中国的农民很惨。这场灾害对中国农村和农民的伤害很大,对我的触动也很大,我希望能为他们做些事情。

所以有了这个想法以后,从去年4月份开始,我就开始研究关于农畜产品这个问题,并且去了欧洲一些国家做调研,考察了很多项目,包括樱桃、火龙果、大米……最终就选择了养猪。中国每年需要消费5-6亿头猪,这是多大的一个市场,能解决多少的农村剩余劳动力啊。

现在西方已经实践出优良的养猪模式,猪肉安全并且口感不错,中国可以学习引进这种模式,通过技术和资金资助农民用科学的方式培养绿色和口感不错的农畜产品。网易愿意做这样的事,也应该去做。

网易科技:网易这次投资是公司行为还是丁总个人的行为?

丁磊:是公司行为。还有就是需要纠正一点,这个项目不是投资,而是一个公益项目,假如是投资肯定是希望越做越大,但我们不是,我们的规模是一定的,我只养一万头猪,不会扩大生产。我们最主要的目的是希望探索一个高效农业生产模式,既能够解决就业和农民收入的问题,又能解决食品安全的问题,当然还要能保证企业能够盈利,因为只有企业盈利了这个模式才会得到更多的推广,最后的结果是大家一块儿来做,一起来改进产业链和改善食品安全问题。帮助农民,帮助企业,也给大家提供口感更好的猪肉。

做IT的都知道Linux,我们在农业上也会借鉴这种开源的思维方式。Linux是开放的,是免费的,我们通过互联网把养猪的整个流程和数据全部公开,大家一起来参与,一起来分享,一起来改进它,使生产模式更为高效。但是我要强调,这个模式一定是要盈利的,但我们只是做一个实验室。

会有很多人不理解这样的行为。比如Google推出“月球地图”的服务,就有人问,它靠怎么赚钱呢?他可以满足很多天文爱好者的需要啊!Google能搞“月球地图”,网易为什么就不能养猪呢?

网易科技:外界可能会认为,网易养猪似乎与互联网主业偏离的太远?

丁磊:当年我做短信的时候,有人说我不懂短信;等我做网络游戏的时候,还是有人说我不懂网络游戏。互联网仅仅是一个工具,是一个信息交流和传播的工具,通过互联网这个平台可以做很多不同事情。

网易科技:有媒体报道称网易打算投入6000万元养猪,其中投入了3000万用于土地用途,实际投入有多少?

丁磊:媒体对农产品的成本可能不是特别了解,如果投入6000万养猪,10000头猪每头猪的成本是不是就要6000块了?我们所投入的资金远没有媒体所报道的那么高。3000万用于土地,更不准确,要知道商业用地和农村流转土地的成本不是同等计算的。

网易科技:有媒体称网易这次高调养猪,有作秀的嫌疑,丁总如何看待这个问题?

丁磊:就当我是作秀吧,就说丁磊要养一万头猪来“作秀”,而且还会把作秀的结果向外界公布。我也欢迎那些说我作秀的人,也来养一万头猪作秀。

娱乐明星可以作秀,为啥高科技行业就不可以作秀?关键是要看作秀的目的是什么嘛。丁磊作秀的目的,就是要让大家来关注农业、农民和农村。我们希望能探索一个高效农业生产模式,既能够解决就业和农民收入的问题,又能解决食品安全的问题,当然还要保证企业能够盈利,因为只有企业盈利了这个模式才会得到更多的推广。最后的结果是大家一起来做,一起来改进整个产业链,改善食品安全问题。

俗话说,星星之火可以燎原。一句话来说,我想做一颗火种,带动更多人关注农业,思考和参与其中。

网易科技:最后一个问题,消费者何时能够吃到“网易猪肉”?

丁磊:(哈哈)心急吃不了好猪肉。

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